after that,u dun even find me 1 times
haha..i know lar..
u go on9 play that on9 games with yr new girl la..
all i wan to say is goodbye

-

you did the same things.

dear..truly iloveyou..truly imissu..

days by days.its going away...
i scare u gone without any steps..

dear..already 2days not in your house le..i very worry u..
i miss u like crazy..its the thing u tell me
n its the thing i wanna tell u also.. x(
today u go make ic u call me..i feel veri sweet enough ler...l^^l
i very hapi owh..keke...

reali wish to muacks u at the moment^^ u talk u smile.
u sooo cute lar darr =)

dont go away dear...im still here..
heart still tgt..souls still 4ver with u ..
wo.ai.ni...........


i love you calling me dumdum^^
>..<>
i love you hug me..
i love you kiss me...
Y^Y.


dear..i wan to see u now..

Heart Jumping..

my heart beating so fast these days..

become weak..?
going die..

these days...

these days

happy> sad
happy> sad
happy> sad
happy> sad


.........im really not the person you want..
maybe..

days turn hard for u n me..

The days gone..

i love u same like b4..

dear..whats going on to you todays..?
u looks so mad on me..u looks like dun wanna see me..
you ignore me about everything...you dun wanna see my face..
u dun even care i sad i tears...

whats going on..those days gone..
i try to find the days back..i try to let your heart stay here..
but,for my feel..your everythings just gone from here..

maybe im not the person you want,you need..
you dun wanna share your sadness with me,...
u dun wanna share everything with me..
only with frens..

im yr gf why i feel like u just dun wanna tell..

today stand beside yr class door..you dun even look me 1 eyes..
i make u hate me a lot..?

thats ok...
..ok..
ok..

maybe ok..?



-WHAT I DID WRONG..?-

share a poem `get on website `

"The Rubber Poem"

KissinG iS a HaBiT

FuCkInG iS a GaMe

GuYs gEt pLeAsUrE

GirLs gEt pAiN..

The GuY SaYs:"I LuV YoU"
Y0u BliVe its True!

But when Ur TummY StArTs t0 SwElL,
He"LL jUz SaY:
'Wh0 thE HeLL r U?'

5 hours of pleasure,
9 months In pAIN,
2 dAyS iN h0sPiTaL,
& a BabY
WiTh0uT a nAmE...

ThE BabY iS a bAsTaRd
ThE MothEr is a h0rE

ThiS WOuLdn'T
HappeN iF th3 RuBBeR
WaS PuT oN b0w!

pLaY SaFe! SpreaD ThiS MSG NoT th3 Sp3rm...



i found this on forum..lolx.
share out with u all..

dying///

got someone wanna slap n hit me today..i go sch would die only..
who's gonna care n help me..?

i realli dunno..
haiz ` haks

my sch bag lose on Billion ytd when i go sch..
what a unlucky day
n a sad day..haiz..
execpt i lose my sch bag
-my pencil case..
-my own notes..
-my tissue..
-my plastic ware..

so BIRD.

someone wanna eat birdshyt. mouth so 贱.!!

the end Of the♥ . The back of the ♥ ...

the end.
..august18.2009


today u on bus say wan tat chenpooi intro u some lenglui to u..
then u see sx18 with tat肥婆
how much did i jealous..haiz.but i have nth to say
what to do..? we both gadoh also..i better keep on mute..

then when the bus arrive yr home..
i just know u told tat feipo u wan broke with me.
my heart drop the deep down.
like cant find my way out.
like breathing hard..

u send me the 1st msg..u mean it out u wan to broke up..

Maybe leaving you is the best choices for us...Dun
need to worry me bout seein me at school ...I'll be
going back kl soon... Thx for
every happy moment you gave me...

my tears cant stop..
when i arrive my home.i start cried for long time..
when i saw yr msg..
i cried like cant control myself..so sad..

then we msg for a while..
u ask me.if u say got 1 more chance.wil i cherish.
i wan to let u know.` i will`


we're tgt back..right..

why days be like tat?

i feel it..
TRUE FRIENDS was hard to find..
the ones who i seen.Evon
only the 1..even now she also treat me like bestie..

im regrets for going SMK sri ampang..
this is just a sucks school..
cant find even 1 true heart frens..just like nothing i am..
but the only thing that i can Cherish..
is the person who i ♥ ...
Edmund

haiz..im gonna lose out all my frens..
see they 1 by 1 leave me..
just like a sunny day become a silent night..
i scared this feelin...




dear..be with u..
i wiill hold yr hands tight..

Sadness coming near..

days but days..it was passing so fast..
u r going .about 1 months more..
haiz..
left here.sadness
left here.only me..

dear..would u walk with me till our future
izit we gonna end up our relationship on the day u go..?TT





`TEARS flow on



i just cant stop myself on u.
but i trust on u..
dear..don't leave me );
nothing gonna apart us..
T.T,,,,,,

what im thinking..

im thinking about to gang backs evon them
im thinking to be frens with vanilla them
im thinking about..if i back shen jai..

dear..i feel like u wanna back KL,,coz of yr frens.coz those frens u r having last year..rite?
thats same like me..just bcoz fren..let me wanna get back with them
but i cant leave u..
dear..im thinking..

if u back KL..whats happen with our relationship..
haiz..it's just cant stop on my mind.

=(

a rainy..disapointed day..

edmund dardar..
something to let u know..

im so disapointed for today..wish u was there..
rainy day..cold day..sad day

how more i wish that ytd の things nvr happen b4.

my couple ring with u..was lost.=(
i cant find it today..when i start findind that ring..it just start rain..

-moody..



today when i wanna back home..tot that i could get on the bus n go yr house..
who know rain heavily.bus just gone away..no 1 fetch me.



get cold.`

Accident..

worrying...
about my dear's leg.
about my dear's hand..he just got motor accident last morning..=(

it's scared me..
dear.u r such a stupid.>.<
yr fren so careless..o(>w< #)0

b k full..take care.ok dear?
dont worry..i would try my best to be by yr side.
i reali do miss u ytd on sch ...=(
haiz..my nose kena injured ytd & ytd also.lolx



dear.even though how much u sicks.
i wont leave u （（；

SWEAR`

-MILKY BACK-

im back for this blog.
anythings changed.

B4 those Diary is about SHEN JAI MEMORIES.
That's past day. i using back this blog .

PLs be notice that start from today.my blog is using english.
TQ.
31-7-09.